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I've Found the Courage . . . .

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LEA. . . .

 lately I've been staring at you, trying to figure out how to say the right words.

The words that will touch your heart as well as your soul. The kind of words you've been wanting to hear.

Yet it seems useless when you will never hardly look my way. There's so much tension when we bump heads that it seems the light only gets dimmer on the other side of the tunnel.

So I decided to make this site. Silly of me to think it will be  surprise to you and you will appreciate it, but it never hurts to try. I stayed up all night trying to figure out the right words. Then I began to think about, what would be the music to your ears what would make you cry, the tears of happiness. Then it hit me.

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If every person took a few moments to look back over their life they might come to recall one single moment that changed them completely. One event that shook them to their core and altered the course of their life. One special time when they realized that there was a meaning to life that they had never considered. One particular person who opened up the world for them and gave them a sense of their own existence. For me that moment, that someone, was you. You are the person who changed everything. The person who changed me. You are my moment.

 

 

There is no reason to fool myself anymore. I love you from the first moment I laid an special eye on you. It brings a smile to my face all the joy and wonder of being in love with you and show how mylife have changed since then. I have finally had to admit that to myself. I LOVE YOU! You don’t have to say anything or do anything. I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens in this life, I will always hold special place for you in my heart. Im not sharing this emotion and feeling to you to gain something in return. I give you this without conditions, without expectations. It is true that there will always be a burning desire to fulfill a need when we begin to love someone and I am hoping that my care and affection would not be returned out of obligation but out of LOVE just the same. Someday when i look back on my life, i’ll realize that the only things i will regret are the risks that i didn’t take. Love is a risk, so I took the courage of loving and telling you this so I won’t regret about it. Im not afraid  to take it and experience the pain for love because I believe that if

“I WANT THE RAINBOW,I MUST FIRST GO THROUGH THE RAIN!”

 

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my love for you is beyond explanation.

i want to walk with you in soft sand and water up to our knees

you're on my mind all the time
you're in my heart at the start of the day
i lean forward and back and can't shake you loose
i'm a two ton truck rolling downhill without brakes

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It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes.

I don't know why I love you, but I do, get used to it!

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